I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish thatyou would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
Thursday, December 29, 2005 Outting with yuan kor
yest went cs wit ah kor..cos he's leaving to kl t-t.. plus we hvn buy each otha bday prezzie..HAHA so we reach @ ard 1pm..go & buy ticket 1st loe..so many ppl! luckily we gt the patience to queue up -_- we bought Wallace& Gromit movie's tickets..den went shop shop! kor bought me a sling bag as i required -.- i oso bought him a wallet..haha i bad taste sia..ps @.@ went season to hv our dessert~ we ordered ice cream..i treat him eat le wa kao im so generous &kind..haha! =.= tak malu wait wait wait..wait for the time to pass..we went walk walk until 4pm..haha den enter cinema..waa..mega pavillion's spring roll so tasty ^-^.. the movie was nt bad la..1 hour plus onli took bus to go home afta tht..den kor go play futsal wit his frenss.. long time nv go out wit kor edi..so hapii ^^ he stil owe me 4slaps..better be careful f5! haha..i so ganas =p ciao :)
so alone. 7:27 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 Christmas && Aruna's farewell partyy
me n aruna on his farewell party
ello! i was supposed to blog this on christmas..budden i wasnt with my com la;lazy to write osho :p as usual, i celebrate Christmas wit my family n relatives..went back to ah ma's hse on Christmas eve mornin.. malacca was so hott!! get to do a lil bunnie for aruna..it's too ugly la..din take any photo of it..hahas went to St. Theresa Church @ 7smth..afta reach home there was smth lyk lucky draw? -.- xchg prezzie i mean..hahas. i gt ang pau! the ammount of the $$ is a secret :) as usual osho, its more boring on Christmas, no much celebration except dinner time~~ we had steamboat n bbq in ah ma's hse.. its gd to spend time wit family ^^ rush back to jb on the nx dae..cos i wan to attend aruna's farewell party! man, cannot miss it. he's nt coming back for months once he left :(
ok. so i reach Modern Revelation @ 5smth..everyone was quite surprised to see me! yay..alot ppl were there.. nini & eeee gv me my bday prezzie -.- so long edi haha! nvm la forgv u both :) hmmhm there was aruna, jas yoyo, teko, lao lao, eejie, shaoni, evelyn, saywei, siauhuan, wingee mommy!, peixin, ben, yinling, qixiang, sheyong, ahbeh, sisern, jeremy, tony, yeapu, teik, xuanhao, fongnam, weichong, lingsiang, boonkith, kokyaow, lynnette & 2 shirley-s. haha steamboat agn! sianz..haha bt as long as im wit frens.. there's oways laughters la.. luckily nobody crys :) took alot photos with frens,,whoeva wan it can pm me la..i send to u guys either by msn or frenster :) we gv a shirt to aruna..there's a chinese word "nai" on the shirt..wahaha suaku..behind of it there's our names.. i wrote a lil notes to him..& oso gv him the ugly bunnie..so ps @@ asked him to see when he's home. AHH no transport to go home.. yeapu n ahbeh din drive car to here.. luckily micky was at nearby.. asked him to fetch me home @ ard 8. haha.. during midnite, aruna rrly gt sms me..he said my bunnie is LIL BIT cacat! s0bx t-t.. budden he appreciate my sincerity (dunu whether he's speakin the truth anot -.-).. anyway frenx oways to those hus leaving me..!! ROCK ON~ ciaoz
so alone. 8:14 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 gathering =)
hihi~!! im in super good mood now..hahas! just came back frm cs..kinda tired..*yAwnx* cos din sleep well yest nite =) daddy was kinda late for work! cos i din wake him up in the mornin..need him to wake me up pulak..hahas..me reached sch @ ard 8am..cos hv to take some certs n certified them..wa lao..sissy wenjun so late onli reach sch..i waited for him until 9am! haha..nvm lo wait for him awhi..i wun mind..thts wad frenx are for yea? =) afta certified my certs mi took bus to cs to meet my primary classmates!! omgg super excited n nervous while on the way to cs..haha..so dam long nv see them edi..all grown up edi laa..i even couldnt recognise some of them~ how blurrie m i..lol! there were yinling, yunlan, kaichuan, eric, haojun, jiasin, chenghui, taiquan, yinchia, peiru, rongrong, zhiperng &&yisheng.. we went neway..omgg everyone sang so nice >.< we took lotsa photos n chitchat in the food court for hours..hahas..nt bad laa..din regret to meet them todae..it was vvv fun ^0^ eric was lyk the superstar man..become v handsome edi..lol.. tai quan was so funny..i rrly cant figure out wad job he`s talkin bout..so mysterious..i tot he`s gonna become otha country's spy -..- aih i tink too much..haha..everyone was so fun to talk & joke with actually =)) o yaa..met jeff afta neway too..hes goin to study in taylors start frm jan..man..gonna miss him..& everyone hus gonna leave me..sighx..everyone`s rrly leavin..got to hughug him n took photo b4 he left. yinling & kaichuan..thx wor..had been waitin for me to confirm my job n stuff..we saw lynette too..waa she looked so sweet =)) <3 mama,didi &jie r in cinema watchin kingk0ng movie now t-t... so kaichuan hv to fetch me back..his driving skill nt bad seh..gd example~so wish tht i could drive @.@ alritex..chaoz =)
so alone. 5:29 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 n0thiin`
What happened to those Those who said.. I won't forget I can't forget Yet they forgot! Forgot everything! Left me here Here in this hole This hole of emptiness...worthlessness But I remember Remember when I was something Something to you Something to me But memories are all I have Yet they are fading So I fade with them Fade into nothingness Fore that is what I have become nothing Nothing ......
so alone. 7:13 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005 hey :)
hi... actually i don rrly lyk blogging on net cos it makes me feel weird to let everyone kno things happen to me every single day but since my frenx n me r slowly apartin wit each otha..so this ll b lyk an information centre laa..let u guys kno how my life's gettin on my english is nt so gd..so if i make any grammar mistakes pretend lyk u nv see them la ok..haha so if u hv any comment or wadeva crap to tell me..tag me :) this ll just b a v simple blog..sorry if its too boring (: chaoz
so alone. 5:51 PM
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